I'm in a funk
I'm not sure what's up with me, but I'm in a funk. Like not full depression, but not entirely happy. I mean, I'm not unhappy, but I'm not cheerful like normal? Does any of this make sense? I've felt like this for about two weeks now. Just in a weird space so to speak. I noticed that I went full on funk a few weeks ago after Emanuel and I had a fight about wedding stuff. WHY is the engagement and wedding planning the hardest part? I felt the same way the first time around too. The engagement/planning period was the hardest time. Our fight? Something silly about the timing of stuff. I think he's closed minded. He thinks I'm not putting enough priority on certain vendors. In the end, neither of us is right or wrong. We are just different people with different priorities. However, in this argument, something in me sorta freaked out. Maybe it shorted out? I've been different since. I can't quite figure it out. I just know that